by beverly nelson
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pivotal
maneuvering from inside a womb
parting while halved
a series of splits
pairs that lose then find
each other
a chorus of ten
black shoes squealing
a magpie gallops with
a neighing horse-ghost
jazz begins to play
start a metronome
www.rhythmtempo
syndromic syndrome
germs to avoid
flu-like symptoms of wrongness
I said in fact: metrodome
a faceless clock
doesn't tell its kept time
but five hearts beating
drip sweat
halved and halved again
you make canyons and rainbows
middling halving leaning bending
stirring you rise nesting round a globe
closing the distance of my sight
mapping the spotlights
then falling to embrace
the earth beneath the floor
scratches of leaps and slides
the wall isn't moved
falling half weak half in a fit
left to right left to right
rolling climbing struck contorted shifting
restless
chiasmic flight
running to the border
landing in the gutter
invoking fits
frenzied patriots
strike the pose
salute the walls
rally us to laugh to hope
to wear what doesn't fit
what are you carrying? chasing?
are you waving hello? or goodbye?
are you dying or living?
are you between earth and moon
at the same time risen and fallen?
are these the thoughts I should think?
And your black shoes on and on
stamping pivoting
then lie laced and footless
joined at the tongue
circular phases
the time it takes to remember
stories you built in me
the time it takes for one
tear to get swallowed in a laugh
sing to me
now
softly
clasp me like that
tight and shut in your palms
teach me a voiceless opera
to inhale the wind
with you our air we
imparting departing
parting no not one
but one cannot hold tight
or shut between
or breathe another's air
faceless timeless
not yet not yet
are we? so much? so little?
yes
I'm splitting apart



